Marriage Inside a Broken Self

July 01, 2017

marriage
from pinterest
inside a broken me, there is a broken mind
if you look at it, there is a broken thought

inside a broken me, there is a broken heart
if you look at it, there is a broken feeling

the thing isn't broken. it's me, who have a broken idea
about marriage

warm in mind, i had a big dream about marriage
an everlasting, holy, and super perfect one
me and him
and two childs
boy and girl

but lately, the idea is broken

marriage is an excuse from two selfish humans to be together
together only for each other
they even ruin two families
they don't think
maybe they do, only for a short term
that marriage isn't about you and me
but also your family and mine

but lately, the idea is broken

marriage is an excuse, because they have children
in fact deep down, it's better if they're apart
the husband and the wife
but they are together, with anger
then it will be a broken family
where the parents are unhappy
so do the children

and now, the idea is broken

marriage isn't a big thing that i'm dreaming of
at least for now
i just want to disappear
right now