from pinterest inside a broken me, there is a broken mind if you look at it, there is a broken thought inside a broken me, there is a broken heart if you look at it, there is a broken feeling the thing isn't broken. it's me, who have a broken idea about marriage warm in mind, i had a big dream about marriage...

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knock knock. umm, hello? how to start this again? i mean, express my feelings into words. wait, does my grammar correct? hoho whatever then, i'll mix it with bahasa supaya ketika merasa ada kalimat yang ragu, bisa terselamatkan. or maybe, some words are better written in English sih lebih tepatnya. so yeah, saya jadi agak kagok lagi untuk nulis panjang lebar di blog,...

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so, on this stormy night an unexpected lightning just stroke the earth and ripped the sky i heard the thunder, screamed so loud o, lord yesterday was bad now i'm feeling worse i'm feeling even worse than ever i know i'm wrong and people keep telling me that i'm wrong o, lord. i know and it makes me feeling worse. or worst tell...

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nah kan, lagi-lagi aku merasa bersalah bahkan untuk hal yang aku anggap benar mungkin idealisme itu sudah mulai melunak menjadikan aku sangat realistis dan oportunis hipokrit. jika zaman sekarang tak mau ambil kesempatan selagi ada jangan kaku. kamu tidak bisa melulu mengandalkan keajaiban ah, apa itu keajaiban? aku hanya percaya kerja keras, doa, dan kesempatan omong-omong, aku sedang dalam krisis eksistensi pernahkah? bertanya...

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